I'll take the weekend graveyard shifts

Just a quick update becuase I'm at work and should be working...but...
Paul is just a few hours from Concord, New Hampshire. And right now I would rather he be home with Caleb and I still working those awful weekend graveyard shifts.
I sure miss Paul but I'm sure happy I have Caleb. Poor Paul has neither of us and this is what Paul said to me on the phone today, I quote, "Don't take this the wrong way honey, but I can think about being away from you without crying, but when I think about being away from Caleb...(long pause)...I miss him so much."
It breaks my heart, both missing Paul myself and the fact that Paul is missing his son growing up every day.
This is rough and it's only been 3 days.