I just have a few minutes to write my thoughts down.
School has been out for 2 months now and I find myself loving parenthood more than ever. I have so much time with Caleb and Paul and I LOVE it! Caleb and I run errands, play in his pool, go on a lot of walks, play at the park, clean, keep up on the dishes, nap, read and so so much more. But on occassion we still get bored. I've been having a hard time thinking of a project to do while Caleb sleeps. But I will tell you this, I'm not complaining. It has been many many years since I've actually not had something to fill my time.
It seems life has been eventful in the past couple of weeks. I have become friends with our next door neighbor, Danielle (it's about time after 6 months of living there). Her breif history: she is a mother of 5 (her 2 oldest from her ex-husband and 3 youngest with a boyfriend). Only her yougest 6 month old son lives with her right now. She has been in and out of prison and seems to be ready for a change in her life, at least I hope. I feel blessed to have her next door, but I will admit I was scared of her at first.
After talking with her on many occasions she has shared bits and pieces of her background and desire to change. She has started school at Weber this summer. I babysit twice a week while she's in class. Caleb enjoys a friend and I'm happy to help. Although I never brought up the church she has expressed her interest in the it and a desire to attend but has also told me of her frustration with the "pushy" missionaries, so she avoids them. I write this mostly to document my feelings and thoughts. I have grown talking to her and I have become more understanding to her situation. I've never had an experience inviting someone to church and I've always been scared of the idea, maybe I've avoided situations like this throughout my life, I'm not sure. Well this week Paul and I have decided to invite her to join us for church. I only pray she accepts and feels the spirit.
Pray for Danielle.
YOLOstone
12 years ago